Because the killer cramps I've lived in fear of since starting my period are back with a vengeance. It's funny to me, to see horror movies where you scream in fear of something else-- a ghost, a monster, a killer, a rabid dog, whatever.... but imagine screaming in fear of your life as your body attacks itself. That's what I've gone through and nothing, nobody, no doctors, no boyfriends, not even my own loving daddy- can help. Has helped. The only thing that gets me through is a half dose of vicadin or a codeine and a prayer. Them Advils and Tylenols by now don't do diddly-squat. I'll need to take at least 6 to 8 of 'em to even feel a difference!
Also, I've noticed a steady decline of my skin. Now that I'm on the pill once more, I'm hoping that will also improve. Because a bride cannot have ugly skin on her wedding day! That is the biggest saddest red flag. Luckily the bumps on my skin are small... I wouldn't even call them pimples, per se. You'd have to get in awful close and look really hard to be able to see them at all, but the unevenness is obvious. I can take my fingers and feel the skin on my face and literally not be able to feel smooth skin! Just a series of small and annoying bumps!
Thankfully, I've found something that seem to be helping.
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During the night I felt a difference with the amount of oil secreted on my T-zone. On days 2, 3, 4 it has continued to feel less and less oily! It feels as though my skin is slowly coming around with the decrease of oil production. It is reacting nicely, as today I've touched my skin multiple times and actually felt soft, smooth skin rather than bumpity-bump-bumps! My skin is noticeably smoother and with fewer bumps. During the day I feel less shine and almost no need for mid-day touch ups on my skin! I love it!
Watch Hayden's Neutrogena commercial!
I'm glad you have found something that works for you. that stuff is way too hard on my skin so i have 2 different prescriptions from the derm i use on my face: clindaget & diferin. but im totally with you on birth control bs. i just got a different insurance company and they cover a different brand than i was on before. so while im on the pill, and have been for over 10 years, about 1 week into the cycle, im getting a period. so i get to have a light flow for the next 3 weeks.. awesome! at this point i totally dont trust it and decided to ask my bf tonight that we take extra precautions, thus making the pill totally pointless for now!!! ill stick with this brand because i know it will be fine when i start my new pack, but its so annoying. luckily i dont have cramps like that, but at the beginning of every month i get the pleasure of being nauseous in the morning. i lay around and moan, then get ready for 2 minutes until i have to lay down again. i cant even imagine bring pregnant. ugh.
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